Sunday, September 27, 2009

15 DAYS AND COUNTING!

JUST 2 WEEKS FROM TOMORROW, I'M GOING TO HAVE 4 KIDS, AND THE REALITY IS STARTING TO HIT. I'VE BEEN A EMOTIONAL WRECK, ANTICIPATING WHAT'S ALL GOING TO HAPPEN WITH HAVING THIS KID. MAKING MATTERS EVEN MORE STRESSFUL, OUR BACK UP NAME THAT JASON AND I HAVE PRETTY MUCH AGREED ON FOR ABOUT 2 MONTHS, AND WERE GOING TO GO WITH, IF WE DIDN'T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE...IS GONE. JASON DECIDED HE DOESN'T LIKE IT...SO LOOKS LIKE NO LANDON JAY! SO WE ARE BACK TO SQUARE 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO STRESSFUL! OUR WHOLE LIST OF NAMES HAS GONE OUT THE WINDOW.

I'M A NERVOUS WRECK TO HAVE A 4TH C-SECTION, AND AM REALLY WONDERING IF I'M GOING TO BE ABLE TO MANAGE 4 KIDS, I'M ALREADY SOOOOOOOOOOOO BUSY AND WARN OUT WITH 3. LETS JUST HOPE THIS C-SECTION GOES ALL WELL, WITH NO SEIZURES PLEASE, AND I GET A HEALTHY "NAME-LESS" BABY BOY!
START SENDING ME GOOD THOUGHT VIBES, BECAUSE I SURE NEED THEM! :)

2 comments:

Addison, Crew, Carter & Canon's Mama said...

Jen you are in my prayers. Everything will go great. I know what you mean about names- we went thru this back and forth thing with both of ours- it's frustrating. I am sure you will pick a cute name in the end.
Love ya!!

gretchen said...

I'm sending good vibes your way! You'll be fine, it may take a little time but before long you'll have to try to remember what life was like with only 3!