JUST 2 WEEKS FROM TOMORROW, I'M GOING TO HAVE 4 KIDS, AND THE REALITY IS STARTING TO HIT. I'VE BEEN A EMOTIONAL WRECK, ANTICIPATING WHAT'S ALL GOING TO HAPPEN WITH HAVING THIS KID. MAKING MATTERS EVEN MORE STRESSFUL, OUR BACK UP NAME THAT JASON AND I HAVE PRETTY MUCH AGREED ON FOR ABOUT 2 MONTHS, AND WERE GOING TO GO WITH, IF WE DIDN'T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE...IS GONE. JASON DECIDED HE DOESN'T LIKE IT...SO LOOKS LIKE NO LANDON JAY! SO WE ARE BACK TO SQUARE 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO STRESSFUL! OUR WHOLE LIST OF NAMES HAS GONE OUT THE WINDOW.
I'M A NERVOUS WRECK TO HAVE A 4TH C-SECTION, AND AM REALLY WONDERING IF I'M GOING TO BE ABLE TO MANAGE 4 KIDS, I'M ALREADY SOOOOOOOOOOOO BUSY AND WARN OUT WITH 3. LETS JUST HOPE THIS C-SECTION GOES ALL WELL, WITH NO SEIZURES PLEASE, AND I GET A HEALTHY "NAME-LESS" BABY BOY!
START SENDING ME GOOD THOUGHT VIBES, BECAUSE I SURE NEED THEM! :)